Monday, August 31, 2009

滴不尽相思血泪抛红豆 开不完春柳春花满画楼 睡不稳纱窗风雨黄昏后 忘不了新愁与旧愁

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Yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo! The time now is 1.50am! hahahahah. And i am not back to my room yet lol. Hey, i let you guess one thing hor. At this point of time, you guess my mother is beside me? watching me or what? LOL. I hope so. But this maybe scary...... Lols. Who knows-,- GOD KNOWS!

I realised that recently i've been tonning myself. hahah. Although it may be lonely and scary and cold, but still very funnnnnn hahahah. You wanna try yourself too? hee. Last night, i stayed up to 5am plus then sleep. That's fun, because i don't knw why am not feeling tired at all.. So i decided to watch shows and eating snacks as im hungry-,- Very lame hor? Lol.

If my meimei can accompany me then good lo! But she standard one, haha. 10am plus jiu sleep le. Not fun one.. She said later got eyebag-,- lmaoxzs. If my cousins were here then more fun! We will rent some horror vcd/dvd and hug together and watch, when we're hungry, we will cook maggie mee, milo and stuffs to fil our hungry stomach, hahahah! we will also camwhore-,- LOLOLOLOL. so fun. xD


I miss those days :(


But nevermind! Who ask me stay at this house, no fun one. Lol. How i wish i can go back sengkang and stay with them manxzs. Hehehe or even Bishan! Old house is always better. hmmhmm. Yea, you know how my hamster sleep? LOL. so crazy-,- like that also can sleep. Yea, anyway tomorrow will not be going to school. School's sucha bore! No fun, i rather stay at hme than going school for few hours only. Haha, i can have my nice sleep! heh.

Oh yea, i don't knw why these few days be it at night or in the morning, the weather was damn cold. Always make me shiver-,- Oh! i have weak body lol! :s HAHA, Bo liaosxz. I don't knw if i should ton alone now or not lei. I scared later my father scold me-,- lol. and speaking of my ahpa , he everytime watch those stupid football then making so much noises. Interrupting my operaaaaaaaaa. Sometimes i feel like throwing one paper in his mouth man . Quite irritating lol. Yeap, i wanna go for hair treatment toooo. I want go beijing 101 also! My hair keep dropping! :( I prefer got white hair than dropping hair! LOL.

I don't wanna be promote to sec 5.
I don't wanna go poly.
I don't wanna go ITE.

Do you know what i wanna go to? HEH HEH HEH. I buy coffin :P (mai guan zi) Don't tell you! heh. sehlololololololololisehlololisehhhhh~~~~~~~~~~ oh yes, speaking of this song, i remember that i asked you what is this songa nd you all didn't guess right? hahahaha. The answer is....... A GIRL WHO PICKS MUSHROOOOM! hahahahaha (translated in chinese) hehe. This song damn cute one. ^^

Anyway, how i wish tht all my dreams can come true now! HAHAHAHAHA. siaoooooo -,-

I hope now will rain, then more comfortable. If now rain, i will go sleep. If never, i will ton myself hahaha. Self-entertaining is fun too. ;> LALALALA.
TADAAAA! This is how my hamster sleep -,- LOL.
NIGHTS :D


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Saturday, August 29, 2009

這一切本來就是個謎 誰也都無法解開

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Bu zhi dao wei liao shen moooooooo~~~ Lol-,- I realised that days really passed so fast manxzs. Never wait for me.. Arggggh! lmaosxz.

I'm always very boring everyday, my life is eveytime the same routine, really sick and tired of it alr lol. Got anything funny mah? lolololololol.
I got one song to intro, SEH LO LO LO LO LI SEH LO LO LI SEHHH! hahaha, guess wht song is tht! :P My moooood is very happy right now, i don't knw why tooo. hehe ^^

Yeah! & Blogger posting is working properly NOW. Tomorrow sure not alright one. Watched the incredibles so funnaye. and the lord of the ape. HA! A LOL show :D

Anyway, have been watching opera since i'm homed and bathe and eat from sof's house. Around 6 (i forget) hahah. COOOOOOOOOOL :D
Watched till now, so late alr, so deicded to sleep now . Tomorrow and sunday will be my resting day . I don't feel like going school anymore, or even exams, i don't feel like taking anymore. I'm soooooooooooooo tired alr lol.

& I don't know why ! O.o
Lol, okay bah! hehehehhee. Anyway N's coming le.. Wish everyone good luck and try your best! :D



YAYAYAYA, peeps will just think i'm the bad one lor. but nevermind :D we people doing whatever things including shitting, fcuking, others won't know, only god knows. they think they can escape? HAHA. can escape now, but not forever !


Fcuk thissssss, some things cannot be eaten, yet you insist t put it into my mouth, so everything will blame it one me, accuse me. is all you know. hell.

Nights people !

fcukin hate people who lied to me. Thinks that i am a fool. assholes.

Friday, August 28, 2009

绝艳惊人出汉宫,红颜命薄古今同

Wow. Tday's weather was super cold manxzs. Early in the morning sneezed like siao-,- But fine aft tht, heng heng :D

Don't ask exams, because every of it sucks hahah . After tht went to watch The proposal w Sof, ml & jr. A very nice and hilarious movie hahahahah. I don't knw for what lame reason , my tears drop-,-" then waaaaaa! It was raining so heavily.. Ohmygod.. Sof have to go home, so i went home too. But i took bus 88 to pasir ris and hoping that the rain will become smaller or even stop. But who knows, i reaching pasir ris, the rain become heavier-,- the monsoon drain was fully filled with rain water. Like so damn deep lo. Ok, then decided to go Whitesands to walk walk while waiting~ Lol. so used internet while walking around and i find it's fun HAH. Bought somethings to eat too. Okay and bussed hme aft tht. Luckily when i alighted from the bus, it was just drizzling only. hehe. bathed and now blogging. heeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeee heeeeeeee. I just love being at hme, it's really very nice. Accuser is a loser :D my meimei said tht. cause she's always SOT. wire sot kee liao. byesxz.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

太虛幻境‧金陵十二金釵正冊‧

Ohmygod. Henry Chang is so damn funnnnaye manxzs. Stupid cousin talk stupid craps :D hahahahah, a pity i didn't went 'jia toh' w them >< Urgh. shit heh. There'll be more chances! hahah.


金陵十二金钗正册

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So, now, your trying t say tht i ignored you and attitude you because you keep wanting me to study? since when did i do that? we're pissed off is because of the LATE thingy. what the fcuk. i;'m really super dulan now okay! and, I asked you to confirm with me the time after you all have deicided. but did you? I reached home with her, and doing things while waiting for your sms. She sms you, then you said meet NOW. What if we all DIDN'T sms you and ask what time meeting? Will you be telling us? No! For sure. If you guys thinks tht im very extra, then don't call me as a friend or whatever shit! And if you people hate me, TELL ME LA! why must you all have to do this? FOR WHAT FCUK?!?!?! Very coool? Very holy? Very fun? Did you see the wall? can you just bang the wall and die? Craps! And what is the meaning of NOW. You all are on the way. and me and her still at MY HOUSE. what do you expect? MAGIC? WE CAN REACHED THERE LIKE MAPLESTORY LIKE THAT? You think we're god? or magician? EXCUSE ME! I LIVE IN HOUGANG! AND I AM DOING MY THINGS! AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR BUS! Firstly, you didn't even tell me what time to meet! Yet you still got the cheek t say that we LATE for so long, and don't want us to study with you all next time? DON'T WANT LA! BU XI HAN! and, that time, we seriously don't know what time you all meeting okay ! i was washing my hamster's cage alr. what u want? Put there just like this, and run off to amk? Can you spare a thought for us? you try live in WOODLAND, JURONG la! Then i never confirm you th time, and i want you to come NOW! IMMEDIATELY. what will your reactions be? pissed right. and kept asking where are we? Upon hearing that you all meeting now, we're rushing alr okay! and we even cabbed down t her house! she of course have to get changed la! and we're alr trying our very best to vbe fast alr ok. So, we reached there, didn't sit with you all, eyt the two of us sit at ther other side. You people knows that im lousy at every subjects and i needed help, but so? placing us there and wanted us to help ourselves? who t ask? I VERY STUPID! I every question don't know , you expect me to walk here and there just for asking qns? HAHAHAHAH. funny lei, if like this, I MIGHT AS WELL STAYED AT HOME AND STUDY MYSELF! BECAUSE THERE ARE NO ANY DIFFERENCES! HAHAHAH. and you people always think that i at home never study! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SO? very fun la? DID YOU KNOW WHAT AM I DOING AT HOME NOT? DID YOU KNOW? say i didn't study? I got study you all also won't know! cause poeple always thinks that im watching opera or using comp ma. STANDARD one. But used to it, i also don't care. The same thing before that happens during sunday. left me and her study at the round table. what do you expect me to do? see the questions for myself when i needed help, all i saw is all fo you at the other side, laughing happily and joke around with fun. You know what i felt? I felt so left out. But who knows? and here got at least 2 more people can sit, you all also don't want come. Okay, whatever, im pissed off. so i decided to go home. and also a raining day i might as well stay in my room and more cozy! when i you that im going home, you said that, i hate you. so? why hate me? just because im going home early? Did you know why am i leaving early? BECAUSE I SIT THERE DON'T KNOW WHO T ASK! AND SEE ALL OF YOU HAHAHAHA HERE AND THERE WHILE DOING, me and her do what> LOOOK AT EACH OTHER! plus the weather was damn fcukin cold. CBB SIA. So you hate me then hate la! I also don't care. anyway im leaving this school soon, i also won't shed a tear anymore. Because this justy sucks a lot. Do you ever know how i feel?you want everyone in the world to know that im the bad one la, so they will definitely support you mah. but whatever la, im not gonna care anymore. and you always like control me whatever i do? WHO is the one who said, "must have your own decision" in 3 years ago when we're all sec one? I remembered this person told me during sec 1, because i always listened to other people's opinion and doing these and that like dog. Then so, this person told me, must have my own decision and my own opinion. NOW? Yet you are the one who always telling me to do these and that. Then, why earlier on, you tell me to have my own decision? WHAT FOR? FOR FCUK? and since when did you PROMISE my mum? She passed away and don't tell me you go to the coffin there and tell her secretly? HOW COME I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING? Since when did you promised? I know you do these is for my own good. But by criticising my face long is also own good? _|_ I loook like horse? why other people's face longer u don;t telll then. "eh you face look like hoorse face, shut up" why always say me? You thinks tht im very good t bully? i can tolerate, but time is not ripe for me to do anything. So i just give in everything. Your socldings your whatever things you said, we just give in. what more do you want? I want a retest for my chinese? you scolded me and told me not to? WHAT RIGHTS DID YOU HACE? i also must ask my FATHER'S nad AUNT'S opinion okay! There haven't lun dao ni shuo suan le jiu suan le. I get this, should be happy, by hearing your scoldings i alr so fed up. Just because you didn't get what u want, have to vent anger and give attitude? STILL dare to say i give attitude? what kind fo reason is that? don't knw a fcukin shit at all. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. Please, doing all these craps, are not doing anything good for you. neither is this fun too. Childish. I know myself better than you does. you people always say i can pass. You know pass MATHS is the tough-est thing for me? PRIMARY 6, I TUITION MATHS FOR 1 YEAR, THOSE ONE-TO-ONE AND ALSO A CLASS ONE. After tuition , i have to go for 1-1 one, and 1 year, till PSLE, do you know how much i get? I got an E, which is 20++. so wht does that proves? nO USE TOO. Then now, left a few months and weeks, wanna me to PASS and get 50? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! and somemore i HAVE NO TUITION AND THE TOPICS ARE MORE HARDER THAN PRIMARY 6? THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO IMPOSSIBLE! I know better than you do, so stop thinking you all know me every well Like my stomach's worm. This is lame. Stop thinking that you are a holy person. Holyshit. End everything. I'm very sick of tired alr. Can i ask you one qn? Isit very fun to accuse people? and putting words into other people's mouth? No, i dont think that's fun. Everyone have their own limits. While me, im alr reaching the limit. Too much. I'm tired to say all these. This will be the last time i'm typing all these. From now onwards, im not gonna care anymore. One more thing, People have their own characteristics. You don't like can don't be friends with me. what are all these crying? My heart is not like yours, so hard, can tolearte your eyes not to shed. But don't tell me you didn't shed at all? I love to cry since when i am very young. you wanna dig out all my nighbours and asked them one by one? whatever.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

花謝花飛飛滿天,紅消香斷有誰憐?

Omgomgomg. I can't believe that i stayed at hme till i feel like vomiting manxzsx. It was really super bo liao okay. feel like dying-,-

Not interested in physics, i studied till like siao. So not gonna study anymore.
Makes me go crazy.

Thanks Sof for sending me the pictures hehheh. and anyway, Around 6 , i watched 【西江月】 till just now, which was few mins ago. While i was recording some parts, ah pa is really fcukin irritating. Making so many noises, and caused me to yell at him manxzs. Later i listen to it, got a lot of stupid background sound. so not nice. ruins my opera. :( So, i never talk to him le. He's really very annoying at times. I can;t stand him, cause actually he's very kay po. Jia ba bo ming kia kee zuay. Ai doh guan hieng su nia nia. -,-

Nevermind, i will keep on replaying lor. Seee who irritates more. Hah, want play i am very willing. Damn angry lah. D:

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葬 花 吟《紅樓夢》

花謝花飛飛滿天,紅消香斷有誰憐?

遊絲軟系飄春榭,落絮輕沾撲繡簾。

閨中女兒惜春暮,愁緒滿懷無釋處;

手把花鋤出繡簾,忍踏落花來複去?

柳絲榆莢自芳菲,不管桃飄與李飛;

桃李明年能再發,明年閨中知有誰?

三月香巢已壘成,梁間燕子太無情!

明年花發雖可啄,卻不道人去梁空巢也傾。

一年三百六十日,風刀霜劍嚴相逼;

明媚鮮妍能幾時,一朝飄泊難尋覓。

花開易見落難尋,階前悶殺葬花人;

獨把花鋤淚暗灑,灑上空枝見血痕。

杜鵑無語正黃昏,荷鋤歸去掩重門;

青燈照壁人初睡,冷雨敲窗被未溫。

怪奴底事倍傷神?半為憐春半惱春:

憐春忽至惱忽去,至又無言去不聞。

昨宵庭外悲歌發,知是花魂與鳥魂?

花魂鳥魂總難留,鳥自無言花自羞;

願奴肋下生雙翼,隨花飛到天盡頭。

天盡頭,何處有香丘?

未若錦囊收豔骨,一坏淨土掩風流;

質本潔來還潔去,強於汙淖陷渠溝。

爾今死去儂收葬,未蔔儂身何日喪?

儂今葬花人笑癡,他年葬儂知是誰?

試看春殘花漸落,便是紅顏老死時;

一朝春盡紅顏老,花落人亡兩不知!
I've been watching videos and bloghopping. I'm very sick and tired of the comp liao.. Gonna go get some sleep or wht ba. Hm, tday, after the histy paper had breakfast at mac with friends lol. And caught G.I JOE! :D

Super nice movie hahahah.

and we'red homed. I stayed at hme alone for so long! and im really very bored. :s

BYESXZ.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

往事只能回味

Yosxz. I saw these. and i felt like im entering t the childrens world. Actually there are more. After this posting, im gonna syudy for hist. I hope i can at least have some improvement.. *me wish me* hahah .

It really gave me a lot of wonderful memories..

infinites of fun + laughters + love = wonderful memories.


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