Thursday, August 27, 2009

太虛幻境‧金陵十二金釵正冊‧

Ohmygod. Henry Chang is so damn funnnnaye manxzs. Stupid cousin talk stupid craps :D hahahahah, a pity i didn't went 'jia toh' w them >< Urgh. shit heh. There'll be more chances! hahah.


金陵十二金钗正册

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So, now, your trying t say tht i ignored you and attitude you because you keep wanting me to study? since when did i do that? we're pissed off is because of the LATE thingy. what the fcuk. i;'m really super dulan now okay! and, I asked you to confirm with me the time after you all have deicided. but did you? I reached home with her, and doing things while waiting for your sms. She sms you, then you said meet NOW. What if we all DIDN'T sms you and ask what time meeting? Will you be telling us? No! For sure. If you guys thinks tht im very extra, then don't call me as a friend or whatever shit! And if you people hate me, TELL ME LA! why must you all have to do this? FOR WHAT FCUK?!?!?! Very coool? Very holy? Very fun? Did you see the wall? can you just bang the wall and die? Craps! And what is the meaning of NOW. You all are on the way. and me and her still at MY HOUSE. what do you expect? MAGIC? WE CAN REACHED THERE LIKE MAPLESTORY LIKE THAT? You think we're god? or magician? EXCUSE ME! I LIVE IN HOUGANG! AND I AM DOING MY THINGS! AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR BUS! Firstly, you didn't even tell me what time to meet! Yet you still got the cheek t say that we LATE for so long, and don't want us to study with you all next time? DON'T WANT LA! BU XI HAN! and, that time, we seriously don't know what time you all meeting okay ! i was washing my hamster's cage alr. what u want? Put there just like this, and run off to amk? Can you spare a thought for us? you try live in WOODLAND, JURONG la! Then i never confirm you th time, and i want you to come NOW! IMMEDIATELY. what will your reactions be? pissed right. and kept asking where are we? Upon hearing that you all meeting now, we're rushing alr okay! and we even cabbed down t her house! she of course have to get changed la! and we're alr trying our very best to vbe fast alr ok. So, we reached there, didn't sit with you all, eyt the two of us sit at ther other side. You people knows that im lousy at every subjects and i needed help, but so? placing us there and wanted us to help ourselves? who t ask? I VERY STUPID! I every question don't know , you expect me to walk here and there just for asking qns? HAHAHAHAH. funny lei, if like this, I MIGHT AS WELL STAYED AT HOME AND STUDY MYSELF! BECAUSE THERE ARE NO ANY DIFFERENCES! HAHAHAH. and you people always think that i at home never study! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SO? very fun la? DID YOU KNOW WHAT AM I DOING AT HOME NOT? DID YOU KNOW? say i didn't study? I got study you all also won't know! cause poeple always thinks that im watching opera or using comp ma. STANDARD one. But used to it, i also don't care. The same thing before that happens during sunday. left me and her study at the round table. what do you expect me to do? see the questions for myself when i needed help, all i saw is all fo you at the other side, laughing happily and joke around with fun. You know what i felt? I felt so left out. But who knows? and here got at least 2 more people can sit, you all also don't want come. Okay, whatever, im pissed off. so i decided to go home. and also a raining day i might as well stay in my room and more cozy! when i you that im going home, you said that, i hate you. so? why hate me? just because im going home early? Did you know why am i leaving early? BECAUSE I SIT THERE DON'T KNOW WHO T ASK! AND SEE ALL OF YOU HAHAHAHA HERE AND THERE WHILE DOING, me and her do what> LOOOK AT EACH OTHER! plus the weather was damn fcukin cold. CBB SIA. So you hate me then hate la! I also don't care. anyway im leaving this school soon, i also won't shed a tear anymore. Because this justy sucks a lot. Do you ever know how i feel?you want everyone in the world to know that im the bad one la, so they will definitely support you mah. but whatever la, im not gonna care anymore. and you always like control me whatever i do? WHO is the one who said, "must have your own decision" in 3 years ago when we're all sec one? I remembered this person told me during sec 1, because i always listened to other people's opinion and doing these and that like dog. Then so, this person told me, must have my own decision and my own opinion. NOW? Yet you are the one who always telling me to do these and that. Then, why earlier on, you tell me to have my own decision? WHAT FOR? FOR FCUK? and since when did you PROMISE my mum? She passed away and don't tell me you go to the coffin there and tell her secretly? HOW COME I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING? Since when did you promised? I know you do these is for my own good. But by criticising my face long is also own good? _|_ I loook like horse? why other people's face longer u don;t telll then. "eh you face look like hoorse face, shut up" why always say me? You thinks tht im very good t bully? i can tolerate, but time is not ripe for me to do anything. So i just give in everything. Your socldings your whatever things you said, we just give in. what more do you want? I want a retest for my chinese? you scolded me and told me not to? WHAT RIGHTS DID YOU HACE? i also must ask my FATHER'S nad AUNT'S opinion okay! There haven't lun dao ni shuo suan le jiu suan le. I get this, should be happy, by hearing your scoldings i alr so fed up. Just because you didn't get what u want, have to vent anger and give attitude? STILL dare to say i give attitude? what kind fo reason is that? don't knw a fcukin shit at all. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. Please, doing all these craps, are not doing anything good for you. neither is this fun too. Childish. I know myself better than you does. you people always say i can pass. You know pass MATHS is the tough-est thing for me? PRIMARY 6, I TUITION MATHS FOR 1 YEAR, THOSE ONE-TO-ONE AND ALSO A CLASS ONE. After tuition , i have to go for 1-1 one, and 1 year, till PSLE, do you know how much i get? I got an E, which is 20++. so wht does that proves? nO USE TOO. Then now, left a few months and weeks, wanna me to PASS and get 50? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! and somemore i HAVE NO TUITION AND THE TOPICS ARE MORE HARDER THAN PRIMARY 6? THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO IMPOSSIBLE! I know better than you do, so stop thinking you all know me every well Like my stomach's worm. This is lame. Stop thinking that you are a holy person. Holyshit. End everything. I'm very sick of tired alr. Can i ask you one qn? Isit very fun to accuse people? and putting words into other people's mouth? No, i dont think that's fun. Everyone have their own limits. While me, im alr reaching the limit. Too much. I'm tired to say all these. This will be the last time i'm typing all these. From now onwards, im not gonna care anymore. One more thing, People have their own characteristics. You don't like can don't be friends with me. what are all these crying? My heart is not like yours, so hard, can tolearte your eyes not to shed. But don't tell me you didn't shed at all? I love to cry since when i am very young. you wanna dig out all my nighbours and asked them one by one? whatever.

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