unpredictable,

I'm getting more and more absurd nowadays. I can also be happaye at times. and not to forget down too. Seriously ar, i've been thinking wht's wrong w me recently. sometimes, i still have to fake a smile on the outer shell. i really really don't know whts going on w meee.

These few days have been suffering from insomnia, ugh. i can't sleep really well. i have a lot a lot a lot of troubles bottling up in my heart, as if i've got thousands, millions, zillionxzsxzsx like that. and the main thing was, i can't let it go.

Sometimes, i did see people leading a happy life out thr. I don't think am the one.
see, i'm not good in anything except there's one thing, which was so useless. (figure it out yourself if you wanna know.) But tht's fate, what can I do? lmaoxzs.
Ok i will try my very best to stay happaye despite whtever thing sad happen thennn. Probably after death, that will not be a dream to me. (not thinking of dying, far too young now)
Now, it was like a dream.

Who knows what will happen 10 years down the road? ha. i don't even wanna think of it. :/

Pardon for this post. this is wht am feeling right now. sort of moody, but i guess after awhile i will be very fine. i'm really getting crazy-,-

& i'm dreaming of having some divine powers or whatever shit tht has got to do with ancient people, so lmao , i know. Yeaaa, so you know what have i done? I searched for the manuals in the net up and down, and I'd actually printed them out! omgooosh. lol. and it was damn thick. (see the above picture)

After i'd printed them out, i read them slowly. tyring to understand wht are they trying to say.. because it was too confusing. wht cemetary and skulls, while i can't even go to cemetary and take a sit you know! lolzxzs.
I'll be sent to imh if i did that.

But anyway, learning these was fun too.

And my meimei can go Japan. so sad, cause her school is offering this kind of thingy. so cool.
unlike my school. lmao. slower than others.
maybe that is call , f.a.t.e again.

yaya whatever, im not caring anymore, ok time now was 12.36am and im going to have a cereal alr, because my stomach's growling. sorry people.
byesxz.

If only,

March's gonna end soon.
We'll be welcoming April, May, June and many many more. I think left few more months, i will not be seeing my friends anymore. I must spend my few more months with my closed friends.
its very sad actually. didnt realise tht time flies so fast.
One blink, one year over..... two blinks, two years over.... three blinks, three years over...... then if dont blink, the year will not over..... W.O.W!-,- If rreally can huh, i will not blink manxzsxz! stewwwpidshit.
Huh! then if one day im old alr how? am i going to think when im dying? Lol! then i will blog here and say something like this, maybe? : Omg! I'm xx years old now. Too old to live, when am i going to die? Tomorrow? Next week? hm, i have to prepare for my things to do after my death? LMAO sia. siao!-,- stop tht very unauspicious paragraph.

Another boring day yea! Went to school in the morning, and back home in the afternoon. Yea everyday is the same old routine, am getting very bored.
I feel like going somewhere special :D heheheheh. dont say i crazy okkkk!

Dont want elaborate school stuffs, cause am sick and tired to say. lmao. I want to buy quite lotsa stufffffffs. but i no money alr :( everytime wanna save money in the end also used up. eeeeyer.
how to save like tht lol.

I wish i have divine power. (lol) really laa. then i can kill people i hate. so nice^^
then i can be talented in one thing finally. but this was soo impossible. :(((((

i dont like this world. i want migrate to another world:)

I wish i had a strawberry farm.
then i can have many many stawberries everyday. hehe. then so sweet, sour, bitter, spicy. (invent myself, not for you :P) i can also invent a lot of different strawberries, especially the colours! then everybody will have a taste of it. i put chemical lah. yeah! ^^V But if you try alr, you die, not my problem, am not gonna hold any responsibilities, wahaha! because i didn't force you : D

Speak of strawberries, i am very hungry now. x( so lets not talk bout strawberries anymore:)

I wish to have a big mansion. and lived all by myself. wahaha. but i can invite my friends to live with me as well. knw why i so good? ha ha ha.
because more people, the more merrier it will be wht! lol. and maybe cause rainy days very scary... so dark. eeeyer, goosebumps manxsz-,-

I wish i can have a pair of wings!
Because i wanna fly around and see the world. How the earth looks like. Everytime see the teeve one, very not nice ar! I want to see myself. but i dont wanna be an astronaut. i dont like. cannot talk. so bored.
I want to live in other planets, if i survive living there, i will invite my friends to live there too! ^^ but i dont want to live the nearest to the sun nor the furthest from the sun. because hot until i can melt, cold until i can frozen. zohmygawddxzszxzs. :/ the better is earth, jupiter, saturn? i dont really remember the names, i really really dont understand why my brain sucks at memorise things-,-
I only remember my primary school teacher taught me this :
My Very Eager Mother Just Served Us Nine Pizzas. LmaoOoOoOoOo-,-

People, scientists or whoever said tht the world's gonna end in year 2012? Do your think its true? I dont knw lei. so funny lor. How can they predict? Hm, they're too expert alr i think/. but even if want die also dont want die until so terrible.
The most fastest, coolest, peaceful way to die is: die in your dream. (sounds so crazy)

Okay, dont want say die anymore, hmmmmmm. soo unauspicious! ><"

I wish my friend,
gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya, gong xi gong xi gong xi ni! Gong xi fa cai everyone! ( red is auspicious, therefore used the colour) : D
wish your had a better luck/life ahead! and eat more oranges! drink more water, eat more healthy foood! Dont use too much computer, not good for eyesight! Must rest your hands. and do your receive a big angbao? hope so! dont use too many angbao eh, because you must save some too, in case your need it urgently.
Wish your shen ti jian kang! wan shi ru yi yo.
I wish everyone will lived to a very very old age! Bai tou xie lao!
(i very sincere, although cny was alr over for so long, bu yao huai yi wo de hao yi yea! ^^)

I wish to have more hamsters now, lol. but i dont want waste money. so must wait until economy slightly bettter, or even more better, improving! lor then i buy baa.

Waaaaa, lastly hor, i really really wish to go back to the past! Hope i can rewind the time. Can? No way lor. :( Everyone is moving on in life, but i dont seems to. I always hope i can go back to the past. living a carefree and wandering life. (like a ghost)
No! I should say tht i want to go back to the past life, even better. or die, then become a revengeful spirit, then you can do whtever you want ehhhh. so coool...

I know your will say i crazy, please dont. because im really very normal and healthy right now. anywa, my nerves didnt go haywire, i just loosen a bit only. later i will get it fixed by getting some sleep.x)

Hao le! I think i shall stop here. i cannot think of these anymore, cause i have to think wht old virgin's gonna deal with me tomorrow.... my nightmares are coming so soon, seee its getting nearer and nearer, eh yuck! stop the time pls!



Say goodbye to my sweet dreams! BYEBYE.

Girls' day out,

Decided to post on blog agn-,- ugh! have been figuring this and tht recently lol.
because am bored yea!
but whtever, hahahhaa.

but my link, http://reminiscenceslovee.wordpress.com.
see first laaaa, i will decide whether to use which one sooon.

wah ha ha hah ha .

Outing with xy (yimei) and jialin. Firstly, we trained to tpy for whtever modelling interview. aft tht bussed to whampoa thr, aft much talkings, all dont want alr. haha. yeaa, and thr a very weird man talking to me. he came from shanghai, so lmao la.
Woah seh! the weather really can compare with desert alr you knw! super super hot la! like my skin’s gonna burn. omgoooooosh! singapore’s gonna melt. and probably on fire too (Lol)

so bussed to Chinatown, jialin got to go for her thingy. so she went off. and left me and xy. went to buy hello kitty purse, HEHE! so happpaye. but i saw another one, feel like buying. sigh not much money left.. so decided to buy the purse. Went to shop for clothes. the more i look, my eyes is itchy, itchy as in i wanna buy more.. you knw you knw youuuu knw? LOL.

Bought stuffs tday. Actually, there were more to buy. NO KACHINGS LEFT!!!! :( awwwww. saddistic!

So off to take bus home as it was late. bussed home as we’ve no money to take mrt. lmao. On the bus, there got one bangala say to xy: ” i think you should bring her see doctor.” LOL !

because i was soooo crazy in the bus hehhee. everytime like tht. lols. really very funny manxzzsxzz! Yimei was like laughing like crazy. and we call them ’shit’ haha! whtever : D and we were thirsty aft tht. but we had left no money only few cents. we add up tgt and share coke. who knws, the bubble tea so ex, mac so many people queueing up, and we eat ice cream. wanted to share, but yimei suddenly said she dont want. you knw why? ha!

the reason very simple, is because she said tht she dont want eat ice cream in the public as it looks like she was sucking lanjiao. LMAO! okay fine, then i ate all. but i hate to eat ice cream cones luh! walao. damn dirty. lol. so acc her to wait for her bus and i went off and

bussed home ! fyi, thts my non-activated ezlink :D

SLEEPY. TIRED. LAZY.

excitement,

Created my wordpress not long ago, heh he heh.

Anyway, tday lessons were still as boring as ever. but i really hates friday a lot a lot.
because it like shit manxzs. Didn’t went for ap cause i have to go hospital. But today had chinese oral. tht was suepr oh my goodness lah. i think i’d done really bad this time round.. but i really can’t afford to fail or deproved lei. walao ><” hm, i wanted to buy tht nikon camera! dad says tht im not a professional so i can’t buy : ( lol. i think i have to take up this kind of course so tht i can buy! hehe. im wondering if ITE does offer this course not. Since I knew tht i cant be able to make it for nursing, so i have to choose the other way round, thr’s no choice, you knw. l ife’s indeed a biatch manxsz. Go through so much ups & downs, lastly i still walked up to this pathway… Alright, i think shall stop here now, gotta go watch 死魂曲 soooon : D

i still have to figure out somethings asap yea. lolololololols.

Took some marshmallows too :D

do ya'll believe in karma?

Early in the morning, sort of scolded by ng.

she really very toot. i hate her sometimes hehe. oooooo spoil my mood so dont care bout her. wahaha.
And lessons were. boring of course! tht goes without saying : D
i think me, myself might as wll dont have to attend school alr. i was like so wasting my life away. Aft school, went to shop for groceries. and aft tht bought quite lotsa things to eat.
yummmaye* heh heh heh.

off to our eating paradise. and thts all.
my eye felt so heavy, anytime will close. so i decided not to go for art consultation.

_ very pain. this kind of pain will definitely scare me, walao x(
hope it will get better.

Anyway, i bet tomorrow she'll either call parent/nagging/give demerit.
or even worse things idk.

Shuuucks! If she's my parent, i will surely bang my head on the wall.

byexzs.

my lucky charm,

Sort of crazy day too. But lessons were super super bored.
Had kinderjoy, and i started eating and very happaye to get tht toy : D uhms. im not being childish. i just love to play tht fyi. lmao.

Aeeeeeee. So art was alright la. but going end soon, xiujuan beat me x( wahaha. with her evil smile on her face. lol manxsz. she's mad. but fun though. hahahhaa.
idk whts wrong with lai, seriously, i detest her tons kzxs though she didn't do anything to me. but i won't forget how she treated me long ago ehe. she's an old witch!
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baddie. : D


just fcuk her upside dwn right. whtever.


Camwhored with sis during chinese lesson, like the whole period? lol. damn funnaye. no one spotted us O.o (that's great)
Anantha didnt came to school today! kind of miss her alright. he he he. i've got heartsxz tooo ^^ & i miss looking at popcorn. hahaha inside joke, excuse meee. lala.

Lunched w sis, eilen and sof at kfc. Their foods were shrinking. lmaoxz. very irritating. x( so i can't have a very good meal afterall. lol.
On the way back, saw mdm anantha! omgxzomgsz. miss her! heh like wht i've said lol. she pon school, haha. guess wht?
she said she missed us tooo. 8D
W.O.W! {L}

hahahahahahahha. alright, so yeaaaa, thats all, byexzs.

*they're tons of pictures : D