what is going on?

Today is the 355th day. Imissmummy!

DAAAAAAAA, my msn is down , like so what the.
My mood aren't any high either.
These few days after school went eat then homed . homed & then I felt so super troubled , while I've no idea what the trouble is.
& what the hell is going on this week. this feeling suck !
I can't imagine down the road what will happen . Just have this kind of weird feelings. don't know how to describe.
In school still alright , but when homed, I find it so terrible.
Others will feel trouble, all have a reason behind it.
but me? what's wrong with me! troubled without any reason, so ridiculous !
what does all these tried to show? a hint ? a kind of prediction something gonna happen? or what?!
I just wanna lead a simple life like what others do .
Let me have peace, please. I'm too tired.

Exams just round the corner. ohmygooooodness , didn't prepare at all.
not in the mood to. fgin' art will really makes me go mad anytime. so regret ~

Oh yeaaaaps , so tomorrow am going off to toapayoh temple during recess time.
As it was my mum's death anniversary, no choice have to go. as a daughter really have to go even though it's not compulsory.
Times flies, so fast 1 year already. can't imagine .


Well, here posting fer today:)
no have to mention lessons actually, cos it'll always be boring. I really hate carrying newspapers down every once a weeek you know.
So heavy, want take my life uh!
always wanted to bring a rope to school, but I kept on forgetting. feel like tearing all into bits of pieces so that it won't be that heavy already .

after school, went to art rooom to do art work. but only me & sofea.
so we decided to use comps. 2plus, eilen called and asked us if we wanna watch 4bia again.
so we agreed. ha, reached hub bit late. but luckily didn't miss the first story .
homed after that .

Somehow I predict that I'll ruined my own future.
so afraid to think of the road ahead of me ~