世上只有妈妈好 !

Mummy! I miss you alot ! today is the 353th day.
last night to me was a great shock. maybe you're back? somehow can sense or feels that.
the day is coming, hope I can buy somethings for you:) I really need thanks you fer taking great care of me these 14 years.

You're a real loving & caring mother to me :)
You've been helping me & supporting me all these years. trying to give in too! I was really stubborn sometimes. When I'm having any problems, you'll try to help me.
You're the one who taught me chinese when I was veh small that time, & I'll have a good results to show you.
& I'll always see that smile on your face:) now, I'm missing the laughters and jokes we three shared, including my meimei . I really miss those times.
Although I'm always the one who get scolding the most from you, its for my own goood right.

After what I heard from my aunt that you really care alot for me. I started to become guilty and feel veh bad, cos when you're sick I didn't really spend times taking care of you, my meimei was the one who takecare of you most. Seriously I'm feeling veh bad in my heart now and then.

I didn't have the thought that you'll leave us someday.
But you just left us last year so suddenly, which was totally so unbelievable!
I really couldn't believe the truth the facts right infront of me! that time we're all really fking sad. I really don't know what to do when I lost you!

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plus hell & heaven was just so cruel to us ! WHY IS THAT SO!?!
everybody will say its fated.
have been reprimanding myself for not spending more times with you and yet stil argue with you!
Seriously, I know I'm in the wrong. although you forgive me, my mind still will never forget .

If time were to rewind back to the past,
I swear I'll cherish and spending every moment with you! so that I won't be having regrets! I'm so dummmb !
left already and then treasure , it's really too late.
I really hope that iin next life I'll be able to be your daughter again :]

Mummy! I really love you!

wherever you are, please don't forget meeeee!