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Hello peeps. Not much things to post tdy~
Actually no have the mood to do anything. Cause of some reasons.
But since i've got nothing to do, so post lo~ hahas!
Lessons as normal. But I'm not used to the environment.
Still missing my besties in another class badly! D:
Idiot teacher lah. :x
Aft school, went to eat with yihong, bell and shir :D
Me & shir ate spaghetti. But not nice one siah~ So cold lo! yucks lah!
Thn yihong ate pork chop or whatever chops lah. LOL!
Bell ate wedges. :)
Aft eating, we took 74 and alighted at central.
Decided to walk to amk hub. Never went fer the lib meeting siah~
Saw our seniors, terine and shannen.
Thn reached hub, we went buy things to eat .
Went off after that. Laughing at peepo.
Around 4plus, we went off.
Waited fer 159 with yihong :D She accompanied me wait till my bus came thn she
wait fer 265 lehs! YI HONG SO NICE EH! :DDDDD Hurrayyyyyy! xD
159 came, took the bus and byebye to her.
sad siah so early go home. Hate it lo! D:
But they all won't understand one lah._.
Thats all, byebyeeeeeeee ~



I knew that you don't love me anymore.
Even though you never said a word to me,
I'd alrd knew it.
Your actions and everything were so obvious.
Even if you really wanna leave me,
why don't you say things clearly?
Do you really understand how I feels right at the moment?
I guess you won't.
Maybe you really wanna concerntrate on your whatever skills & school work.
Is your hobby that important to you in your life?
Since this is your choice,
I also have no rights to interfere.
I knew that I'm just a NOTHING to you all these while.
Even last year!
All you'd said was lies! A pack of lies! Totally!
I can don't care that.
But do you know you're hurting me alot in these way?
I'd alrd wasted alot of my tears crying for you since sec 1.
You thought I'm always very happy?
No, you're wrong! The answer is, I am NOT!
Always see me in school so happy,
but you don't know how my heart feels!
I just knew that I'm gonna be blind or something happen to my eyes if i kept on crying!
I wanted to control, but I just can't!
I just can;t stop thinking of you!
Can't stop loving you!
I'm trying in every ways, but all doesn't works!
I'd never love a person so much before.
I'd alrd like you fer 2 yrs. After so much hardships,
I still choose to continue to love you.
Sec 1, Im facing these cruelty game.
Sec 2, once again, im facing it again!
NOW! Still facing it! WHY???!!?
Why why why!!!??!!
Can't love be everlasting???
Why am I always the one who get hurt the most?WHY???
The person I love are leaving me one by one.
& hurt my heart.
So what if im crazy in school?
It dosen't means that im not sad okay.
I really don't understand what are you thinking right now!
Moreover, same class with you for another 3 more yrs!
I dun want my life to be liddat! crying for another 3 yrs? NO WAY!
I've gotta stop the crying for you!
I'll gone blind one day de lo !
You'd changed. Seriously, changed.
Not the person anymore. I still prefer sec 1.
Sigh* Can't god be fair to me?
I'd alrd have enough sadness alrd . Pls let me off this time!
I need to rest! ):
Whenever I see you in class or heard your voice,
I can't help crying again.
But if i cry in the class, peepo would thought I'm mad.
Every time I've to kept it to myself. No one can share with me or understand me.
Only when I got home, thn can let out.
If michelle were by my side will be better.
But, I really don't want this kind of life!
I can't end my life for some reasons. I really hate it alot!
What shall I do now?
I feel like transfering school. I can't live on if these carries on.
Nobody will understand how I feels~
I just feel that im hopeless and I'm dying soon~
*Sigh~ );