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I'm upset over lots of things.
I will gone mad one day if these carries on.
What a life! =x

Ever since the day I started to like you,
I told myself that you're only the one whom I love.
But, alot of things had happened.
thats why i told myself to forget you.
& I hope I can.
But its gonna be two years,
Yet I still can't give up on you.
Because it's hard for me to give up!
I really don't know what's my mind thinking bout!?
It's a real painful thing for me.
You had always played pretty well in every games,
I am really impressed & happy.
Lots of things had changed.
Times flies real fast & I don't know what to say.
I just knew that my heart hurts badly.
Every single word you'd said to me,
It does meant lots to me, though you don't think so.
Cause you will never understand how I feel.
& I will always remember what you've said to me.
You're real nice & caring person.
& I am happy too!
And lots of things.
Shan't elaborate here,
You had once given me lots of wonderful memories,
Which I just couldn't forget.
You're really a nice person in MY world!
But because I love you so much,
I'm willing to wait or do anything for you.
These few days,
I am really very upset over lots of things.
It was like all unhappiness clash together.
& more worse,
It was a sudden!
I couldn't help it.
my mind was in a deep thought.
Everyday was like a challenge for me!
& I hate it!
Why am I always the one who suffer?
In the end,
I had lost it!
Is that the only ending for me?
Seriously,
I am really not expecting much from you.
All I wanted was only your love.
Sigh,
All I can say is cause I love you even if you don't.
It's real sad thing for me,
bottling up in my hearts for not letting it out.
& I was thinking that I've not much times left...
Happened.
What had happened, alrd happened.
& this were what Im thinking.
Still got lots of things in my mind now.
I don't think i should elaborate here.
I am too upset alrd!
& peeps,
PLEASE DON'T ASK ME ANYTHING!
for the information,
I'll not reply.

Sigh ~ );
Thats what my life is.



I try to take one day at a time.
But sometimes,
several days attack me at once!
=/