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hihi peeps!=) today not that boring, cause went out to temple early in the morning.=) aft tht, got home at bout 12 plus... using comp aft tht. i somehow felt tht spending too much time on comp, i feel like i was sooo sick.): a feeling i dunno how to describe... erms, nvm... dun care bout it. this whole afternoon i was damn boring and sad. ): aww ~ nothing makes me happy. im kept asking myself, why am i always thinking of the past? I thought i would get over it, but i've realised that i can't!)= i think i miss mum too much, maybe thts the reason bah? haiz, thinking of those happy memories with her, makes me felt happy and sad... i guess no one will understand those feelings... *sigh ~ and without her, it seems so quiet and dead. thts one of the reason why am i always sooooo boring at home!)= if she's around, there would be laughters and noises...=) It was sooo great!=) I really miss those days... she will joke with us, play, buy lots things fer us, taught me, take care of me... and lots...)= since young, she's been teaching me chi, i really need thanks her lots!!! im really happy to have a great mum like you! if have chance, i hope tht you will be my mum again=) im so envious of my friends... *sigh~ hope times can reverse, to those days... i will cherish whatever i have now, i really can't afford to lose what i've. )= i dun wanna to repeat those history again...cause it would be a misery to me );



I dun like to be sad,
it was no good.
I hope i can be more cheerful=)