Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Studied maths and flip eng. LOLs :D
I know that I won't pass maths(; who caresss! ;p
hist was quite diff. compos were suck D:
anyways, I was like a sudden lost of words at everywhere,
& in any point of time.
Im mute (; pls dun talk to me often yah.
Cos im confused and thinking alot of things right now and even, everyday~
tyty alot..... & im veh bor liao onee, thats all........

Ohwellwelll, recently not in a mood to study.
& not even all prepared for exams ;X
but im trying my veh best to do lor...
butbut, afterall results can gimme a great shock.
let's not talk boutt that anymoreee.
moodless to do anything nowadays & even everydays.
started to hate school. wanna transfer schooool ^^
see him = sad :[
when can i stop th sadness, it was like a never ending sadness.. to me.
But i really love you tons.
will you be back here? with me?
I guess not, cos you said its impossible. well, nothing i could do...
No matter what you said, i wouldn't care much.
Im willing to spend my lifetime waiting for you,

th only YOU. just you...



WHY?

went to hub walk arnd aft sch.
aft that went to j8.
we waited michelle & xuanting at LJS. lols~ waited fer bout 1hr plus....
thn they came. before that we laugh like mad :D
thanks for everything peepos(;


Looking at how th time pass by...
looking at you, seeing you so happaye .
thats what you should be (;
wait till I've fulfil my wishes & I'll be off:)

I'm willing to spend my whole lifetime, just to wait for you, every mins & secs~


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

What is th definition of love?


It seems not right...
& it was soooo impossible.
but I hope you'll be happaye :D
I just want that love & care from you again...

I'll be waiting for you even there's chanceless at all...

I would rather give up everything now just to be with you agn. seriously..


I finally know what does true love means & how it felt..
I wna go back to th past with you.
These few days, I've been thinking alot alot alott. my brain's gna explode sooon .
But im not gna blame you (; I wanna thanks you .
Those wonderful memories you gave me will always be kept in my heart.
I tell you, I love you. Your won't believe and thought it was craps. but it was true.
I had never forget you since th day you left.
Seiously, I can't imagine how my life goes on without you by my side anymore.. I had enough
If didn't... Im gna spend my lifetime thinking all over and over again... just to make myself happaye:)


I know it's chanceless .

Monday, May 5, 2008

WOOOOSH helllooo peepos;D hahaha...
meet xinyi bell bell (HEI WAWA)new adopted name fer her:D, at overhead bridge,
aft that got one baichi peepo appear infront of me, got a shocked! stupid crazycrazy person :X
xia si renn DDD: what the.
went to thomson plaza with bell bell, lols.!
waited outside fer her to end her guitar lesson...
aft that went KFC lOL!
eat till veh full.
took hei wawa de salad homee cos she dun wanna eat. LOLS
bus-ed back to hub and train-ed to dhoby ghaut & meet peepos:)
th peepo say will be late. thn in th end we went to shop shop here and there in plaza sing :D
HAHAHHAA!
walk round & roundd.. lols. so long like never shopping alr! ><
bought pretzels(idk how to spell) HAHA ;D
bought bubble teaa. & went to walk round again... hahahs
haha! spent times shopping. thn went to meet that person (;
reached alr, went back to walk again & trained back to angmokio.. HAHA!
went to hub & shop shopp :D hehehhehe ~
aft that went to pasar malam & bought alot of things -hello kitty! HOHOHO!
I'm crazy over hello kitty :} SO WONDERFUL LAHS! HAHA ;D
went to bell's hse downstairs and makan the pretzels.
aft that went back to th pasar malam and bought th thingy.
THANKYOUUU 黑娃娃! :D
thn went back homee . walked to 159 bus stop near michelle's house there.
HOMEEEE :D
LOLOLS~ later gonna study fer tml's exams :{ SAD LA. haisssssss :'{{
Just wanna let you know that I'm still loving you like I always do~

Sunday, May 4, 2008

hiya! LOLS~ hahhas a quiz that was tagged by michelle ;D HOHOHO!


1) At which age do you wish to get married?
- I don't wanna get married fer my life, cos i wanna stay at home (;

2) Who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
- both [[;

3) Who is th person you trust most?
- BFFs, TGG & family :)

4) Do you think you've enough confidence?
- No confidence at all.

5) If you can have a dream come true what would it be?
- mummy can survive (:

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
- Yes :}

7) What is your goal this year?
- improve my studies? hope results will let parents feel happaye ^^

8) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tries to commit suicide?
- Idk what you mean.

9) What feeling do you love most?
- being loved, see him and happaye :D

10) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Idk. I dun really wish anything from him. just hope he's happy;)


11) What feeling do you hate most?
- sad- emo.

12) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- YEAPPS! ;D

13) Do you believe in god?
- Yessss (((;

14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Love .

15) Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
- an active and a happaye person((;

16) What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- Idk.

17) If time were to rewind, would you want it to be?
- I want to go back with those days with th person I love:)

18) Would you wait forever for someone you love?
- Thats orfcos. I swear that I'll wait for him forever till th day I die.

19) Who cares for you the most?
- family friends and elderlies..

20) Do you bother to dress-up when meeting your friends or just a casual t-shirts & shorts?
- depends ;/


tagged ten person I wish to pass the quiz to:
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Siewhwi
Xinyi bell
Michelle
Xuanting
Tianxin
Kristie
Yiling
Xiuyan
Jinqiang
Minglui

How I wish you were here whenever I'm down......

wwoooosh, tution just ended :D
maths to me was an annoying subject.

it was like an obstacle in my life.... what the. but nevermind, who cares .
way too many formulas need to memorised now.
even some of th last year chapters will be tested too ><

If life can be so wonderful & easy easyy then i'll be veh happy alr.

hahs. byebyeeee ;D

Saturday, May 3, 2008


helloooos peepos, had art test aft sch.
was held in hall... uurrrgghh! lolol, first timee!><
3 hrs spending there.
paint till my hand was in painpainpainn D:
fell down on th stairs... :'{
everything doesn't seems to be right.
went back homee aft that (:



I LOVE HOME!



Why am I still loving you?
I thought I could forget all th past.
But afterall, I can't.
Idk why tooooo. some kind souls out there pls help meee :{
Im in a sad sad sad state noww.
I WANT ME! myself back.....



will you ever be mine again?

Friday, May 2, 2008



uhhhh shiatzz.! art test tml :{

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Yippeee yayaaaaa !~ :D
a boring day tooooo! (; siannn!
morning got history... try not to sleep sooo much in class lahs! :D
every teacher said to me the same old thing! what the! ;O they said i always DAYDREAMING in class! but im NOT ! i dun understand what they teaching at all! cant get into my idiot brain! :{
chemistry veh boring... recess stay in class nothing much.
mother tongue was silent fer th whole 2 periods. dun feel like sleeping . dun even bother to do
th dunno what shit that teacher gave. just copied the words on th board jiu okayy lerr :}
HAHA! && she didn't care bout us at all!><>
so lousy teacher & it's th first chinese teacher i ever met in my whole life lahs. lolol~
anyways let's dun care about her lerr! HEHEHE!~
VE lessons:} hahaha thanks to johnray & shawn uhh! fer helping me & xy5 to carry those
newspapers! hahahaa:D thn me & xy5 chatted along on th way so slowly stroll back class.
just nice mr lai went out of th class and saw us walking super slow he looked at us with an angry
face! LOLOLS!!!xDD walked back quickly.
talk alotalottt . hai bu shi na xie exams derr thingy. URRRGGGHH! so stress lahs! hate exams!! next year N level dunno how to cope !
so now must study first. I think i really can't do it fer maths!><>
anyway, dun want talk about maths lerr, soo painful head i got if i saw those numbers flying
around here & there in my head, like nuts seh! :{ :{ :{ idk what to do next!
but i know one thing! which is JUST STUDY LOR :} hahhhahhaa ! better than never study right? HOHOHO!!! left 5 more days lerr!><>
english lesson, biatch gave us th letter writing and asked us to 'self-test'? ourselves.
i really dunno what she was talking all about. Idk whyiie when her lesson I dun understand what she was talking lahs! OHMYYY~ D: angmoh toooo chim liao ? O.O"
nevermind nevermind that!:} weeeeehhhhex! ;D
aft school went to foyer there & study. waiting fer mr ong to come.
he told us later meet him at HOD room outside. lolols, aft that he asked us helped him
do those late-comings papaers thingy. HAHA! not much late comers from our class.
saw march, april's rating, 4C total added up got 42 late-comings .
mr ong was shocked. HAHS! nvmm :} enjoyed th cooling aircon in th HOD room(; HOHO!
me & bell was laughing cos he gave us the mask(kou zhao) and asked us to put it on.
LOL! we dun want siahh! forced us to put it cos prevent our coughings & sneezing to spread to him. HAHS! so kiasi :X HAHAHAHHHAA XDDDDD
aft that, mr choy taught us history at th foyer. stupid kuah ru lin came & interrupt me.
he vehh fck de leii! anyhow gave me nicknames!! DD;
finally did understood what ah choy was teaching :}
before that rosy( rulin) asked mr choy that how he find our class? ahahas.
lolol. i forgot what choy said lerr. that ruling jiu asked him one more question, why he kneeled
down in front of th whole class? what the! You cannot imagine how rosy asked him lahs!
super funny lor! cos he used those american de tones to talk! FUNNY LAH!!
thn he like introuducing mr lee to mr choy, and choy to leeee.
like so lame lah, they alrd knew each other alr. thn somemore he still used those american de way of speaking to talk. like what theeeeee larr!><>
aft that he get lost (; finally. he continued teaching aft that ~
till 6plus, thn went to find mr ong. he told us too water th plants at level 2.
aft that went home lerr :} HAHA! siaoo! 7pm plus alr !
me & bell walked homee tgt. thn byebyeee to her.
walked to bus stop & bussed home :} reached home bout 7 going to 8 .
okayy~~ shall stop here lerr ! BYEBYEEEEE PEEPOS!!! ;D
gonna do some revision first. tml thn crack my art test thingy. whathe.D:

:}


on th bridge :} HAHHAA! nice clouds :D

just looking at you, aft sch :D